shasha 及び彼女の物語。

2009-11-13T15:45:00.001+08:00

A BIG QUESTION MARK.

does it concern?

2009-11-10T11:37:00.002+08:00

Over to love place right after work. The weather wasn't good for the past few days.

Have not been home for very long! =x

Thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon .. tue? LOL. 5 days alr. Somehow used to having him by my side while sleeping.

Shag day .. yet having him around seems to get brighten up.

Was sweet of him to cook for me as knowing that i had not taken anything for dinner & was tired after work. Simply love the taste of sweetness!

Thanks my dear*

2009-11-09T11:29:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 4 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR !

(i know im late) =x

Been busy recently, no time to update blog.

Love finally finished exam, no more neglecting me.

Has been rather loving towards me for the past few day.

Swee ~ :D

Spent the night over since thurs till today.

Its like a 5 day 4 night chalet.

We're used to it also, somehow it has been a daily routine to see eachother every day.

Hmm, too 'niam' liao but love say its good. So .. DONT BOTHER.

Billiard session on friday with him & his brother.

Brought alot of tibits on our way home.

played xbox & watched dvd.

Love & me slept all the way till sat morning 9 plus.

courts service man came, all of us have to wake up as love has called them down to take a look at his 'injured com'. Time to repair! After he left, we continued to watched the dvd we have started watching since friday all the way till 3 plus in the noon.

Too tired, back to sleep again & this time woke up around 7pm.

Love mum was shocked, as when she went out, all of us was sleeping while she came back looking at us on our bed still, thinking that we have been sleeping since morning.

Out at night again, meet up with wei jian, ricky, fred & shuling after so long.

Plan was to play l4d but no com at chambers! Waited all the way till 12 plus.Angry ! Left and over to occ but only with weijian & 1 of his friend. Over to mustafa after that, a world of our own over there. Love & me only, shop for his hardisk then to tibits sector again.

We just cant stop buying tibits! Spent almost 3 hrs over there and left around 5 plus in the morning. Over to mac, packed our breakfast & went over study corner find youlong. Chill and HSH ard 7 plus.

A super long day ~ Simple yet sweet.

Slept till 3 plus, prepared & left the house with love and his mum.

Over to clementi, meet his dad and down to ubi to see car.

Have been going down to see car for the past 2 weeks.

Decide to buy alr & yet they say we're only able to get the car next year feb or march.

COE drop down to 2k this time. Wonder what will be the next amount.

Will it be a rise or drop in price?

2009-11-03T14:09:00.003+08:00

Friends ..

What are friends for ?

Many things been happening to my precious dar. Feel sad & worried for her.
JOY, just want you to know. Don't ever feel bad to apporach me or talk to me about it.
I dont mind you telling me your troubles just like i share mine with you. I know the feeling, the feeling of being left alone. What he said i know is very hurtful to you but im glad ... glad that he really hurt you deep this time round and hopefully you get to understand what you really wants in your life. Leave him now .. he's not that special one that worth your tears & your love. He's so childish at times & i believe that he got no rights to order you anything that he wants you to. Your're just his partner, not his dog. You're a nice girl that treats your boyf good. This i cant deny & i believe everyone who knows you agree with what i say too. Certain stuff that i said may hurt you but the truth is ugly. Only lies are perfect. Like i said, love yourself and not hurt yourself. Somehow im happy that you actually share it with me .. & i'll stand by you no matter what happen. I may not be there to company you during your saddest time but i'll always be your listening ear. There're still many choices in your life. Just forget & let him go. Rem the last time, we dont used to be good but don't know when & how we started to get closer & of course this friendship will always be treasured by me.

Somehow talking about friendship, kind of disappointing. Know her for years & she seems to changed. As mentioned by many, only true friend stay and many are only a passerby in your life.
Does that mean all this years of friendship means nothing now? Used to be meetup almost everytime during secondary school life, After school to town, bugis & etc. Share the common interest & enjoy doing everything almost together.
You changed right after you choose that path, that path which you desire long ago & a path which doesnt suits me when you asked me to join you. Right after that, less contact and meetups. As we get older, things around us changes & i know deep down in my heart no matter what has change, you'll still be the one i always remembered. Someone cloest to me .. but now i cant even seem to see you in my list. Why is this so? Sigh* Have you ever think of all this before.? So many people used to dote you, used to be so good together but now you seem to left us. Left us to a place wher i dont even understand whose your friend and who are the people that you mix with now. Whatever it is, you got your choice & ... we're only friend.

2009-10-28T10:26:00.003+08:00

Back to normal.

Exam started ... 1st paper done ytd. 2 more paper to go for love.

Tmr & the last on 5th nov.

Sick & having him to study at the same time.

Indeed a tough period for him.

Poor him. Have to be under medication all these while.

Mood affected & i know all this doesnt hinder what he decides to do.

Yes ! Motivation !

Clap x10000 for him.

Regarding previous issue, not gonna talk about it again.

What past just let it pass.

Its not worth to affect us for this little thing.

Received a msg from him before sleep.

& bcos of you i have smile. (:

Thanks.

2009-10-25T11:55:00.004+08:00

Her mood for today : Low ~

You said i didn't trust you.
In fact i did.
& its because i trusted you so much, yet i see those unwanted stuff.
It really turns me off.

Truth or misunderstanding?
I myself don't know.
I hope its mis ...
You said i'm being nonsense.
Words couldn't even describe how i feel at that moment.

The place where we first met.
The day we got together.
The moment we quarrel.
I hate it ... i really do.
I hope its the last time.

I rather i'm the one at fault & causing this to be a misunderstanding.
Don't betray my trust for you.

2009-10-22T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hasn't been blogging for days. Spend the last weekend at love house. 4 day 3 night of chalet. :x

Fri - Mon

Crucial period for him. Exam starts on the 27th.

BABY I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT !

Lots of plans after his exam ...

2009-10-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

Missing that special someone )=

Came across this quotes & find it meaningful.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

2009-10-13T15:52:00.017+08:00

Post getting boring w/o photos. Since im having my off day, shall update with pic for this post.

Pic of the day :

Love with xiong xiong. (boxer put on his head by me) =x

a very cock pic i know but its damn cute lah!
Sorry ♥, pic have to share out cannot sip sip one. & you look damn cute so its alright to post.

pic taken long ago ...

At the golf range*
see how concentrate they are on the golf ball.

Tray of golf ball (: The scenery of occ golf range was beautiful.

Fred, ricky & love.

The mini car was cute isn't it? Love trying to act cute at the same time.

2009-10-12T15:54:00.003+08:00

Love exam is getting nearer & nearer. No more fun for this period of time.
Been very homely recently as love was stress about the upcoming exams. No mood for him to have fun at the moment.

Saturday :
Down to SSC giant, brought alot tibits & barang barang stuff. Backed to his place & played a very stupid game which lasted for 1 hr plus .. don't even know why we enjoyed it. Finished game & its time for mahjong-ing ~ 3 kah` love, me & his bro - game ended around 5 plus in the morning.

Sunday :
Company love down to carpark and wash his precious. Aftermath, out to wong's house then down to king albert park mac. Both of them was working hard for their exams. But still funny jokes & comments come from them once a while. He just never failed to make me laugh.

2009-10-10T20:18:00.007+08:00

Dinner with love. Down to gelyang and have dim sum.
Ordered a total of 7 plate.
Saw alvin & co there. It been such a while since i last saw him.

Sitting beside us was a bunch of uncles & 1 thai girl (if im not wrong).On our right side was a lady and a guy. Conversation make over them was heard ... not purposely lah!

Super funny converstaion, lady asked the guy " eh, u come here your gf know? "

guy replied "no"

Followed on she said,uh? then how you managed to come here.

(machiam fling)

Both don't seems young ... their facial expression was erh ?? Super cock.

After a while guy asked, " then your bf "

her replied was " dont talk about him la "

then carry on eating already , never care much.

Right side .. uncle disturbing thai girl.

take 1 of the bun they ordered place near thai boobs (neh neh),

another guy take from there & eat showing her how sgp guys ... girls. =.="

Finish dinner & left gelyang, back to sembawang area.Love bring me to a place which i never been before. Chill & played playground over there. i know we over age already but still it was fun la.
Super shag recently, back to his house and fallen asleep right after bath.

Love have been exceptionally sweet recently. (:

2009-10-09T10:14:00.005+08:00

The changes *

The expression on your face is no longer there.
The actions that don't used to be there is appearing.
The character of yours turn so ugly that everyone hates it.

Stop acting so innocent ... the mask is so damn F**king big that i have been blinded.
So damn pissed off by your words.
Never ever trust someone so easily ...

...................................................................................

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :D

He's sweet by his little actions.

But ! certian times he's not being reasonable & understanding.

Pls take note. :p

I have done my part as a gf. Do you.?

2009-10-06T11:10:00.005+08:00

work, work & WORK !!

Backed home at 9. Super shag ~ work is always tiring but no choice have to earn money already.
Money matters now ... no money, no talk. Got money, can shop. :p
Had kong bak bao for dinner. Bro forget about me!!! So never brought my share.
He's such an ass. Got gf forget me. wth ~

Lying on mummy's bed .. watching 9pm show. Not very nice either but bo bian no show liao.
Supposed to sleep early but waited for love to call. He was busy preparing for his exams & we arrange to smoke together even though we were at different home(i know its lame).

After SHK session, head begin to spin.
Dreams calling on me, cannot wait liao. Eyes closing ... entering my dreams.

2009-10-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

Again, love came over fetch me after his class. SOP for weekends. =p
Had dinner & up to his place for our little movie session before sleep.
Things were going smoothly & time spent tgt were just as sweet. Not much changes even though there were times of conflicts.

Went over sunplaza library as love was preparing for his coming exams. Time never wait for people & so the exams period is getting round the corner. No doubts of stress for him but hopefully he'll score well for it.

Night programme:
loyang tua pek gong
Changi village
Mustafa

HSH & gaming with love. Slept around 7 plus in the morning.
Nightlife are common & that's why people always sleep in the morning instead.
Time passes so quickly on weekends that i wouldnt want to believe it sometime. ):

Time spent together were never enough ... 3 more days. ("v")

2009-10-02T18:29:00.003+08:00

Been sitting in the office for the whole day.
Weather has been rather humid recently. Cant withstand the heat when i went out for lunch earlier on.

Down to bugis street after work together with joy ytd, planned was to do her nails but end up shopping around instead. Lots of surveyor was outside the entrance of bugis junction. Was shocked to see 5 surveyor chasing after us, 1 followed by another.

DIE DIE must get us to do at least one survey .. =.=" i guy follow us, from the entrance of Bhg that is located near the fountain there all the way in & out of bhg the otehr entrance which is located near the mrt station. so RIDICULOUS right? Those surveyor are really blood sucker. well, maybe thats their job cant blame them either but somehow feel that they shldn't force or chase after people this way.

Went home around 9 plus. Thought of finding love but he fall asleep. He called when i was reaching home. He came down & meet up with me for dinner around 10 plus. Went over his " blood bros ba chor mee" place to have our dinner & back to my house after that. Slacked awhile before he went home to catched his li nan xing show. =.="

This just shows how important the show is as compare to me .. am i right my dear? =p

2009-09-30T17:28:00.003+08:00

Down to Sembawang then 515 to eat. Saw derrick's friend over there. Don, D'gf & wira.
Wira came over to ask how am i. Atmosphere was kind of weird but still didn't care much.
Finished dinner & company love to study at a study corner near there.
Home around 1 plus. Chatted on phone with love before went to bed.

Came to realize alot of thing, not feeling happy about it. Its absurd to him that i'm thinking this way but i guess its just a normal reaction for every girl. What happen i shldn't say much. Can't get to sleep & was thinking alot. Slept around 5 plus in the end.

The feeling is so hard to describe, so hard to understand at the moment ...

2009-09-29T10:41:00.003+08:00

No longer like the past .. used to blog in the night while now im always blogging in office.
Work & back home ytd ... SHAGMAX !!!
Got back home around 9 as usual ... play with jady & waiting for dinner to be ready.
Mum have been cooking recently and i really like it. Been so long since she started cooking again.

Lie on the sofa, watching tang xin fong bao again.
Love called when he reach home after school. Got a little tiff over the phone but all was well again. His jokes reallly do make me laugh even though its lame. Now i know why girls prefer talkative guy rather then those quiet & shy guy.

1. They wont go out of topic when they're alone.
2. Girls hate to do the talking first but they'll never get bored of talking.
3. Even simple stuff you do or talk make your partner laugh.
4. Him who act as a entertainer to you.

& thats the reason why girls like bad boys. =p

2009-09-28T11:34:00.006+08:00

Friday

Waited for love at home & he came to fetch me after his class. Went over bukit timah, played pool & billiard over there. His 'blood bros' came down to meet up with us together with 3 other guy.
Chill & slacked over there. Back to love place around 1 plus. Aftermath, Car washing session. His precious white baby is super dirty ! Finished & finally our dinner time which was already 3 plus.
Yu pian tang + carrot cake. Home sweet home & watched dvd before sleep.

Saturday

woke up around 3 plus, prepare & waited for love at home while he fetch his mum out.
Golf-ing session again ~ we have been rather sporty for the past weekends. LOL.
Got influence by him. People who know me must be shocked to hear that i went golf-ing. Went over to fetch ricky then down to upper seletar golf range. He got addicted to golf & was rather enthu ..
somemore the 'kua zhang' part came, they finished at upper seletar & moved over to orchid country club for another golf-ing session as fred came over to meet up with them & wanted to try golf-ing.
Finished & went over hougang to have our dinner.

chilli crab, minced meat omettlet, prawn roll, bun & green vege.

Then down to fred hse for wii game .. Tennise, golf & boxing. Just by looking at the 3 big guys playing the wii game really brighten up my day. Lucky love dont have the wii console, or else the controller will not last more than a month. LOL.

Pics will be uploaded when im free. =x

Sunday

Upper thomson, tampines 400+ , tampines ikea.
Home around 11 plus.

Chatted with love .. unable to get to sleep. He got tired & sleep first while me staring at the wall stoning. Finally slept at 3 plus, eye bag getting thicker & dark circle getting darker.

Hurr* how am i going to cure it.? )= Can someone teach me?

2009-09-25T11:36:00.004+08:00

i'm blogging in office again ..
meet up with ♥ ytd.

Tummy hurts since afternoon, don't know what happen. Have been eating alot recently, maybe like what ppl say "FA YU" or have i eaten anything wrong?
the pain comes & go .. damn sian. ):
Went down to tpy after work, waited for him there. Down to tpycc (Don't know correct not) for golf-ing session. This time weijian was here, the 3 guys playing happily with the golf club at the golf range. Video was taken, looking back & it was damn funny. Accident took place, weijian accidentally use the golf club & hit onto ricky head. He was lost at the point of time, complaining that it hurts while all of us just cant stop laughing. At one point of time, he's behaving like a small boy. LOL. In total, they played a number of 188 golf balls. Finish around 1030, back to yishun & meet up with william over there.

Dinner at 925, didn't take much food as tummy still hurts. Slacked awhile at the coffee shop & back home at 12 plus.

Bathed & msg with ♥ before sleep .. a tiring day for us*

2009-09-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 3 plus going 4 on monday .. b'mummy brought mee rubus for us.
Slacked all the way till 7 plus & left hse. brought 'tian ping' and went down upper seletar to chill, just the both of us. Aftermath, went to our secret place which no one knows. Haa* Its secret & so it cant be revealed. tian ji bu ke xie lou* :p

Have our dinner around 10 plus reaching 11 & we shared everything we ordered.

pork rib claypot rice.
a box of durian.
a bowl of beancurd.

& he Drove me home after that.
Bid goodbye & sweet kisses from him before we part.
That's how the long weekend have pass.

Backed to work yesterday, i seem to have rested alot since the day im sick + the long weekends i had. Train followed by bus home, it took almost 1hr before i could get home from tanjong pagar. ):
hurr* somehow i should be used to the distance travelled but its just so tired.
Took 3 chicken bun & 1 cake specially brought by mummy for dinner.
Slept around 10 plus after watching the show "tang xin fong bao".

2009-09-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

Didn't manage to update recently.
I'm kind of LAZzzzYYyyyy ...

Weather was so F***ing hot today.
Sitting infront of my desk and start blogging since i have nothing to do in office, enjoying the aircon at the same time.

SONG AH ! =p

Went golf-ing last sat tgt with baby, Waited for william & ricky to reach before the 'COMPETITION' starts bet the 3 guys. Wei jian supposed to be there too but he left before we reached. Guess he's angry for waiting for us so long? =x Left the place around 10 plus, Ricky went for work, william, me & baby went for billiard at yishun safra & then headed to eat my western food as i was craving for it at that point of time. Finished & .. back to our sleeping nest.

Sunday :
Prepare & left baby's hse around 8 plus. He brought me to east coast park to have carl's junior for dinner. Along the way, he asked ... ' Don't you think we're always out in the night & sleep in the day? ' This reminds me of us being like an owl ... active at night*
My reply to him was, ' i guess we're already used to it. We been like this for months alr.' LOL.
he was afraid that i couldn't get used to it & never did he realise that we have always been like this. Talk alot during the journey. As usual, lots of craps from him while he's driving.

Billiard after dinner. This time its me & him only ....
Joy msged over, saying that she's coming ecp with her boyf but when she reach i already left.
NO FATE LAH! That's what she stated in the msg. haa* cute her. Left around 2 plus & back to baby's hse. Play mahjong back at his hse tgt with his bro & sister. Slept at 6 in the morning that day as monday is a public hoilday ! No work for the day. :D

2009-09-18T12:19:00.009+08:00

Took my med & sleep early again this time round. =.=" Fallen asleep around 8 ytd.
The beauty sleep of girls is to sleep around 10 or 11pm & not after that isn't it? I bet i had my wonderful beauty sleep this few days or rather i had sleep too much causing me to waste so many days of my life this week.

GRRrrrrr* I WAN TO RECOVER SOON !!!

Woke up at 1 am ++, had nightmare & was msging with my darling love.
Not seeing him for the past 4 days, maybe this should let him miss me more. =p

Had little issues with him before i went to bed earlier on. Got angry as he shouted at me on the phone while im still sick. ):

Quarrels are evitable, but it could be lessen ...

I could understand why couples quarrel but i cant understand why we quarrel as what we are fighting against are always those small little issues or rather things that shldn't have appear from the start. Still, im glad that things are able to solve calmly. (:

Been drifting away for the past week due to some misunderstanding & now we're getting closer again. Getting back to where we have started and things have been cleared during our talks.
Its just a short term 2 months plus relationship but i hope you understand that i have always treated it a serious one. Things we done, days we spent ... the bits & pieces of everything adding up is not little. Its the experience we had for our love during this period of time together.

Really contented with what i got now, felt fortunate somehow.
A family that dotes me, a boyf who loves me & sis who understand me. Glad that all of you are here for me. Only when there's something happen then you came about knowing the importance of them.

2009-09-17T12:15:00.001+08:00

Had been staying home for the past 4 days.
Sigh! My sickness just wouldn't get away.
Been lying on bed for more than 20 hrs a day, this may sound a little exaggerate but its true.
The pain is so unbearable & it feel as though i'm like a handicapped at home.

Though eating the few standard medicine would helps .. & all this due to my stubbornness, finally went to seek a doctor ytd. Doctor prescribe a lot of different med for me & all in different colours.
=.=" the taste is so awful but no choice but to take if i want to recover soon.

Lastly, not forgetting my sweet joy joy.
Her words are so touching..

This are the msg she sent to me :

You never tell me earlier then i take leave or what bring you go see doctor.

follow by next msg she mention because ah joy concern.

aww~ thats sweet of her isn't it?

will see u on monday when i go back to work.
i know you miss me lahs.

* i miss my tx.dd's - Cheong.s.h (:

2009-09-14T23:44:00.011+08:00

Argh ~ im sick. ):
Hate the feeling of being sick.
Cough, flu & fever.

Didnt went to work today.
Head spinning, took med and went back to sleep.
Today was like a sick cat at home.

Baby was sweet today, came over to look for me knowing that im sick.
Stayed with him awhile before he went home.
Thanks darling for coming down .. :D

& people who are sweet & nice do help click on my nuffnang.
Thanks peeps!

2009-09-13T23:28:00.012+08:00

Saturday
company daring & dad down to amk change his car rim.
He was so excited , so happy about the new rim & start to 'hao lian' to me that his rim was nice lah.
Train home after that as dad use car to fetch mummy.
Home to Prepared & out at 9 plus.
Down to marina country club located at punggol there.
me, love, wp, wj, william, ricky, fred & shuling.
ordered 1 tower & 1 martell.
reach home around 6 plus in the morning.
Another shag day.

Not much pic taken .. only managed to upload this 2 pics.

Ricky so ah beng lah, see me taking pic purposely sit over there gum ji ki roco *

Sunday
woke up 1 plus,hangover feeling still there.
Bring govan down to marsiling to have his grooming session.
Down to causeway point to buy baby's hair spray and back home around 5 plus.Aftermath, out with his whole family to have dinner as it was his dad's birthday.

Time to go home after that,
hugs & byebye to my cheong.

2009-09-12T15:32:00.013+08:00

Spent the whole night at baby's house. Plan was to spent the night just the 2 of us w/o anyone interrupting. :D watched '4bia' & went downstair to eat after that.

3am in the morning:
yu pian tang + 2 rice.

Home sweet home after that. & hugging my xiong xiong to sleep ~

a random pic of baby & xiong xiong. =p

2009-09-11T17:13:00.009+08:00

Blog is done! ツ

Slacking at office now.

No customer ..left me & joy.

& she's typing her way in msn. tick tock tick tock*

LOL.

meeting up with MR CHEONG later.
punishment awaiting him. =p